Indirect Oppression

I am about to leave my job!

I haven't posted to this effect yet, but I want to get out and move on personally.

I have to admit, however, that I am in a bit of conundrum about leaving. I am not happy where I am and I think that it is in both parties interests to move on.

However, the company are in all truthfulness, not being fair. I can understand why they are acting in the way they are, but they are making the staff the fall-guys for their own problems which are of their own making.

My key objective is to get out without any emotional baggage. Not easy insofar as I feel I have been treated unfairly - which I have - - but I know from past experience, that allowing my inherent sense of right which emanates from having AS, not to overule my judgement.

I have to say that I am also questionning myself somewhat. I feel that I haven't stood up to the company and defended my position as rigorously as I should. I am conscious of the fact that I haven't done this previously and that I have paid a high price professionally for it.

However, I also know that I have to live with myself and be at ease with myself individually. If I can do this, I know that I am at ease personally and don't feel that I have allowed myself to be exploited personally as a result of my Asperger.