Asperger Productivity
There is an employee in my old company who my past boss has concluded "may be a bit autistic".
The reason why he thinks this is because the person concerned works in his own way, at his own pace and doesn't seem receptive to cajoling, commands or even threats - he just carries on the way he does.
He is also a highly talented software developer and the system that the company is deevloping is highly original and based on the employee's vision and unique line of thought.
All of this rings true with me of course. What I have noticed is that the person works in his own way and agenda and to his preferred mode of operating. What this also means however, is that his productivity is variable. He seems to have spurts when he is highly productive and other periods when he simply doesn't seem bothered.
What has been interesting for me as someone with Asperger (my ex-boss is unaware of my condition) observing from "outside in", is the effect that it has on the company and fellow employees.
Firstly, even though the employee is aware of his responsbiliies and that his output is central/critical to the company overall, there seems to be no real urgency to his work.
What makes this even more surprising is that the system he is building is his one-off opportunity to make a name for himself, realise his dream and, to be honest, make a lot of money! My ex-boss, who is a highly intelligent, principled, honest and tolerant person, is at a loss as to how to motivate him.
The other thing is that his co-workers don't believe that he is ulling his weight and, as a result, he has not secured a high degree of respect.
If I was brutally honest with myself - which I always try to be - I have reflected on this and looked quite critically at myself. The reason being is that, like the employee mentioned, above I work at my own pace and to my wn requirements.
These are not, of course, what others may require.....

Stressing
My boss says I am unproductive now. She does not understand how complex some of the work is. When she allocated me some cases, I really struggled. When I got myself some cases from the common pool on the computer while she was away, I whizzed through most of them! I suspect her of giving me difficult work so she can set me up to fail. She has already said I should think about retiring but she is 10 years older than me! I wish she would take a holiday for at least a year.
Getting Through the Mire
I am dealing with a bottleneck at work at the moment.
A lot of things are finishing all at once and I have a lot on my mind about having to clear it in relation to deadlines.
I'm doing quite well though. I have identified all the tasks; forumlated a work plan and and am working slowly and systematically through it.
What is really helping is not allowing my mind to mentally race ahead and distract me from what I am working on in the "here and now".
I am focusing on what I am doing - and getting it done.